GEMINI
Truly a track for a twin. A heartfelt lovesong.

CRUSHED VELVET
I think the root of this came from a dream my first wife, Elke, had. Never heard anything so ominous— Waking up, going into the street to find people on the edge of panic but no actual event to warrant it. When she asked somebody what the problem actually was, she received the answer, “Don’t you know? Lilith gave second birth …” This dream left a deep impression.

ZERO ZERO
Sitting in the van thinking of the bigger picture, staring at cows in fields and indulging in the beauty of it all. Just has to be a point really.

STONED OBITUARY
Childhood fantasy. I think I had scary dreams/fantasies in my early teenage years. I wrote an outline for this one when I was thirteen and showed it to my mum, who was horrified. The resulting lyric was refined around ten years later.

A GRAIN OF SALT
It doesn’t happen often, thankfully, but once in a while a feeling of self-loathing literally overwhelms me. Not just “Bad Hair,” but bad face, bad body, bad karma. Bad. The mirror can’t lie because I choose not to acknowledge it at those horrendous moments. As for a reason — well, that’s obscure. I guess it comes down to deep-set memories of awkward years as a teenager. Never let anyone kid you that these are the best years of your life — it was the opposite for me. Awkward, out-of-place, and a perfect target. “A Grain of Salt” is written from the point of view of those who were throwing the darts. Only now do I realize that the persecutors were also probably feeling awkward, out-of-place, and rigid with fear that they could become the next perfect targets. I prefer not to dwell on that part of my life, but sometimes it’s there again, and sometimes I hate that damn mirror. lyric art & mp3

EIGHT MINUTES TO LIVE
Similar scenario to “Crushed Velvet” only it was my own dream. Just waking up with that familiar ominous feeling.

TANZ DER CHINA DOLLS
Deeply personal song. I guess I saw myself as a victim in an insanely harsh world — it still resonates today.

MADAME GUILLOTINE
I don’t live so well in the real world. The actions of our so-called superiors win no respect from me and sometimes I wonder if there ever was a wise old king, a trusted emperor, a politician who really did care about the people. Then we have the “people.” The revolutions, bloody and velvet — and always the stupid lamentable cruelty. If the human race is really at the top of the pyramid then the Universe is in deep trouble. Happily I don’t think it is.

CLOSE YOUR EYES, YOU CAN BE A SPACE CAPTAIN
Came from a story I heard about a dying child. The doctor asked him what he wanted to be. He answered “a space captain” and died peacefully with a smile on his face. The lyric admittedly twists this touching story, makes it personal but is ultimately very pro-life at the darkest moment.

TANITH AND THE LION TREE
Just a dark little children’s story. My grandma used to read to me at bedtime when I was very small, and it made the world just a touch more wonderful (it is, you know — despite it all).

LILITH
Loneliness. A need to belong but too frightened to peep from under the covers.

NEON MARINERS
A ferry boat sank off the coast of Belgium back in the eighties and many people sadly died. It was a journey we all made very often in the Dots as we crossed back and forth from England to continental Europe. This accident affected us all deeply.

"I CAN RECALL EVERY LAST DETAIL ..."

OUR LADY IN KHARKI
Island of Jewels is about a future war, where an individual with an almost unbearable thirst for power lies face down in the stinking pit of his achievements in the penultimate “triumphant” scene. To get to this “pinnacle” he turns the world into his own arena where everyone is surveyed, studied, followed, and snuffed out if they choose to question. Sounds a little familiar, doesn’t it? I’ll mention no ids. The last scene sees the grass growing again — because it always does. “Our Lady in Kharki” is part of this tapestry.

THE LIGHT IN MY LITTLE GIRL’S EYES
A wild, wonderful dream.

DOMINIC
“Dominic” was conceived after 9/11 when it seemed the planet was so dreadfully fragile — like an egg rolling around on a china plate poised on the end of a pole. Life neatly preserved in a small oval container to be boiled, fried, scrambled, or just thrown at the wall. How cheap can life be — a few dollars for a dozen? Why Dominic? Seemed like a good name for an egg.

LITTLE OYSTER
“Little Oyster” was one of those back-of-the-envelope songs. Written in a few minutes, recorded, and then dispatched as a paper aeroplane. Sometimes spontaneity is the only way to go.

PENNIES FOR HEAVEN
“Pennies” was around since the late eighties — there’s even an earlier (lost) version. Childhood trauma plays its part there — memory of a plane crash close to Heathrow when I was very young and “accident tourists” blocked emergency services. Queues of traffic, picnics, little children running around — ghoulish and deeply disturbing.

HOTEL X
A song for Elke. Intensely personal, where one person transforms into another — the closest person to them.

LISA’S SEPARATION
Sometimes the saddest songs are written when I’m actually in a good state state of mind. Could it be that nagging fear that everything just HAS to collapse — because I’m somehow unworthy of such happiness? “Lisa’s Separation” is such a song. Lisa always was a side of me — not an actual person.

STIRRED BUT NOT SHAKEN

DAMIEN

ANASTASIA

ONLY WHEN I LAUGH

PREMONITION 5

THE DAY AT THE DREAMIES

VALIUM

DISSONANCE

CITY OF NEEDLES

DÉJÀ VU

JUST A LIFETIME

WAITING FOR THE CLOUD

FOUR OUT OF TEN

THIS HOLLOWED GROUND

CITADEL

CHERADERAMA

BLACK CASTLES

WHERE NO MAN

TRIPLE MOON SALUTE

15TH SHADE

EMPATHY WITH THE DEVIL

STITCHING TIME

SO GALLANTLY SCREAMING

THE THIRD SECRET

APOCALYPSE SOON

THE MAN WITH THE CUT-GLASS HEART

BLUE

KINGDOM OF THE FLIES

TOUCHED BY THE MIDNIGHT SUN

EVOLUTION

FORBIDDEN ZONE

PREMONITION 13

TIMEDANCE

THE OCEAN CRIED BLUE MURDER

LAUGHING VENUS

ATOMIC ROSES

THE GUARDIANS OF EDEN

ON HIGH

GODLESS

MALICE THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS

THE WARDEN

'O' FROM THE GREAT SEA

NEW TOMORROW

RAPUNZEL

THE DEATH OF JACK THE RIPPER

WONDERDOME

HALLWAY

THE ABSENCE OF EVIDENCE ...

PHOENIX

SIREN

OASIS MALADE

THIS ONE-EYED MAN IS KING

NINE SHADES TO THE CIRCLE

PREMONITION 16

MEKKANIK

THE MORE IT CHANGES

WINDOW ON THE WORLD

THE GOLDEN AGE

PARADISE THEN

WHEN LENNY MEETS LORCA

PRINCESS COLDHEART

OUR LADY IN CERVETORI

A VELVET RESURRECTION

SABRES AT DAWN

DESTINED TO REPEAT

ILLUMINA

SIX OF ONE

VOICES

THINGS THAT GO BUMP IN THE NIGHT

"POWER ..."

LEPER COLONY

A SPACE BETWEEN

GLASSHOUSE

SUICIDE PACT

THE COLLECTOR

CLARA ROCKMORE'S DOG

LENT

INSIDE

HOTEL NOIR

HAUPTBAHNOF

GEISHA MERMAID

WHEN I'M WITH YOU

ILLUMINA 2

CASTAWAY

THE RED & THE BLACK

SCARLET WISH

YOU & ME & RAINBOWS

12TH

LAST POST

HOTEL Z

STRAIGHT ON TIL MORNING

THE GLORY, THE GLORY

THE UNLIKELY EVENT

WITH WINGS



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